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For the longest time I didn't know what to write Just staring a blank piece of paper all night Thinking of something Thinking of nothing Wondering why everything's changing

For the longest time I didn't know what to say Talking to you from a mile away Trying to listen but ignoring the world Wondering why everything's changing…

For a few seconds my world was under my command But now it's going away like sand running through my hands Too much to hold I got to let go For a while it was mine but now I'm running out of time Got to carry on my own find my way back home But I got lost again Trying to find the end.

For the longest time I didn't know what to write Just thinking about it in the middle of the night Thinking of something Thinking of nothing Wondering why everything's changing

For the longest time I didn't know it was okay To not be in charge each and every day Even if it means falling behind Even if you’re behind on your own life Oh, oh

For a few seconds my world was under my command But now it's going away like sand running through my hands Too much to hold I got to let go For a while it was mine but now I'm running out of time Got to carry on my own find my way back home But I got lost again Trying to find the end.

For a few seconds my world was under my command But now it's going away like sand running through my hands Too much to hold I got to let go For a while it was mine but now I'm running out of time Got to carry on my own find my way back home But I got lost again Trying to find the end. Oh, oh… Oh, oh…

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So I’ll just stand here and try not to show how much it hurts but memories are coming back so quickly it burns where I stand holding your fragile heart in my hands

I will lie about what you did I'll even lie to myself but I know the truth will come again so careful what you say like “maybe it was better off that way” and oh…. Oh…..

I remember myself in your place waiting for another day to take you away praying for the next time to heal again i remember, i remember when

so ill just watch you as you cry out again I think its strange that I did this too…

like everything is on you i wonder why

i let it go i wonder why i wonder why i didnt know oh….

verse 01: Every friday night you sneak back through the door and you think I just ignore the smile on your mouth. What a good disguise to camouflage yourself with the promise no one else then turn around

chorus: You know better than that. Better than to break the rules. Better than to make a move. Don't be a fool. You know better than that, to keep secrets from me, than to hide tricks up your sleeve does that ring mean anything?

verse 02: Every lonely night i wonder why i fell for your loveless little spell that i wish was make believe. But my shattered life Isn’t a fairytale and I'm all by myself with broken memories.

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bridge:

you think that that/its alright to pretend that i'm your life. So you can do the things you think I don't know a thing about but thats my fault cause I allowed for you to walk all over me.

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I remember when our love was young and we sang a song on how it had begun our hearts had become a shade of pink as I told you what you mean to me.

red is the color of our love but red will never be deep enough it stains the carpet as it drips down because so much love is pouring out

i believe you make my heart bleed all over me drip drip drip every drop has you all over it.

I remember when our love was new and I reminisce things we went through with our hearts tied together we still went strong and its hard to believe things ever went wrong

red is the color of our love but red will never be deep enough it stains the carpet as it drips down because so much love is pouring out

i believe you make my heart bleed all over me drip drip drip every drop has you all over it

red is the color of our love but red will never be deep enough it stains the carpet as it drips down because so much love is pouring out

i believe you make my heart bleed all over me drip drip drip every drop has you all over it

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I still remember the first time that you called and told me what you had done.
Those words still ring like bells in my head,
they only get louder.

Why can't I be,
the one that I should be?
Cause this me
is never on time and never at the place
that I should be.
Why I can't I see
that the only way to help you is not help at all .


I thought that I could cure you but my song it only hurt you.

So many second chances, I'm about to give up, but I'm in love…

I see your scars when I look at my own arms in the mirror. Their red marks won't erase from my head, I wish I were pretending.

Why can't I be the one that I should be? Cause this me is never on time and never at the place that I should be. Why I can't I see that the only way to help you is not help at all

I thought that I could cure you but my song it only hurt you. So many second chances, I'm about to give up, but I'm in love….

You tear me apart and now it hurts so much… it hurts so much…

Why can't I be the one that I should be cause this me is never on time and never at the place that I should be Why I can't I see that the only way to help you is not help at all…